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i started my first real day at firehouse today. my back and feet hurt so bad i can't walk at all. i've been limping/crawling/wallowing everywhere. i must be in terrible shape because my 59 year old mother runs around a hospital all day not once sitting down for 12 hours and she survives, but i can't seem to recover from a 7 hour shift at a sandwich shop? wow. my body is worse off than i feared. i almost passed out a few times because we're not allowed to have breaks and if i don't eat every 3 or 4 hours i kind of feel a little like i'm going to fall into a narcoleptic-type sleeping fit right and vomit simultaneously. not fun.

i really only started this blog so that i could follow some people but carol and josh prodded me to write something. so i decided that maybe typing would distract me from the AGONYYYYY. i don't think i would mind quite so much if i didn't have to be at work right at 9:30 for another 5 and a half hour shift. the earliest i ever had to be at subway was 11. on rare occasions it was 10:30.

see children? this is why i do not write in blogs. i always end up bitching about something. such a negative nancy. maybe my back is giving me the grumpies. i've never had any backpain before so this is a first. it kind of feels like it's going all the way to my hips and brain and stomach. strange...

there is a girl at work who reminds me of my dear friend evelyn. she's so tiny and fierce and asian. her name is penny. it's so fitting and adorable i just want to pick her up! i want to make her and evelyn stand next to each other and dance. or braid each other's hair. or set chopsticks on fire and juggle with them. that's what all good asians do, right?

i've been reading the 2nd twilight book, new moon, and i've been enjoying every teenagery-lovey-dovey-broken-hearted page of it. even though i had to get it from the children's section (i have no idea why it was categorized there, i guess they don't have a young adult section) of the auburn public library it was absolutely worth it. josh even walked back there with me. i bet we looked quite comical with me having too large of boobs for a teenager and him being eleventy billion feet tall and bearded. and dead sexy. but he didn't make fun of me at all even though i'm sure he was on the inside. :)

wellllllllll my tummy is grumbly and sitting here is making my back worse. i'll try to upload pictures next time. joshy got a haircut and so did i. maybe i'll post before and after pictures. i sure do miss my camera......


poops.