i am completely fed up with my stomach. entirely. i've decided i will be ripping it out of my body tonight with the help of bears. or sharks. whichever wanders into the vicinity of my front door first. i'll let them rip my entire GI tract to shreds. everything except the taste buds. those little guys can stay for when i happen upon treats that are in need of tasting. tasting but not ingesting! because ingesting virtually anything causes pain later. i ate FRUIT AND VEGETABLES AND BOILED EGGS FOR LUNCH for fucketty sake.... yet i still somehow managed to get so sick that i had to go home from work early completely humiliated. penny had to help me to aisha's car so she could drive me the 200 foot distance back to my apartment because my legs decided to be asses and suck at walking. thank god i didn't puke in the store or in her car. my boss ashly said i need to take care of myself and go to the doctor so i can get better. well i thought i was doing much better at taking care of myself but apparently it's not good enough for my stomach. and as for doctor-y things....... i think the only way my parents would help me pay for any of that shit is if i moved back home. which would make me completely depressed and feel like even more of a failure.
but there is some good news. paychecks are always good news, right?? micaela still wants me to be the videographer for her wedding so that's good. dad wants me to play flute at his wedding so that's good. i am slowly losing weight because of the tummy thing so that's good. and last but definitely not least, i have josh. and he is far more than anything i could have asked for in a best friend and a boyfriend. EXTREME goodness right there.
my birthday is in less than a month. 22 years woot woot. i can't belive i just wrote that word i hate a little bit. woot. sounds like a backwards owl.
apparently the last scrubs ever was on tonight. did anybody see it?
i'm gonna go lie down before i die some more. sorry for all the bitchage.
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well. it might not be the last one. they are thinking about bringing it back again... which is retarded since the last 2 seasons have sucked BUT i actually liked the last episode. they said there would be guest appearances but they weren't really in it. most didn't even have lines. they were more like in the background kinda... but all in all i did feel some closure and thats all i really wanted so i'm okay with it. if they bring it back in any way shape or form i probably won't watch it. if you really wanna watch it they'll probably put it up on abc.com tomorrow.
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